Feel.

I met a boy. An amazing boy. The boy version of me. He does something to me. Something I can't explain. Something that is terrifying and amazing all at the same time.

He makes me feel.

A lot of things make me feel, but not the way this boy does.
He makes me feel.
Everything is more beautiful when he is around.
Everything feels more real when he is around.
Everything feels brighter and happier when he is around.

He is beautiful, inside and out.
He makes me feel like I don't want to be anywhere else.
He makes me feel safe and at home no matter where we are.

He feels warm, and loving.
He feels safe, and homely.
He feels new, and exciting.
He feels dangerous, and adventurous.
He feels perfect.

He feels real, and he makes me feel alive.

I'm so excited about him, but I'm terrified of him. He is the one person I feel this way about and it's the scariest thing that has ever happened to me. I don't know what to do.

He said he will wait if I find someone else. But the scary part is...

I don't want anyone else.
Only him.