I hope you know...

I have so much floating around in my head right now. I can't keep anything straight. I don't know how I am feeling, only that I never want to feel this way again.



I really hope you don't like her because she said she likes you. I hope you know how much this is killing me. I hope you know I'm not trying to make this harder. I hope you know I want you here with me now. I hope you know I don't regret anything. I hope you know that you still have so much power over my thoughts. I hope you know I am trying so hard. I hope you know that if you date her, it will be so hard to be your friend. I hope you know I wouldn't ever do that to you. I hope you know that this whole thing is ruining my life. I hope you know this is exactly what she wanted. I hope you know that she does this because she hates me. I hope you know she will never love you the way I did. I hope you know that even if I do find someone else, he will never be you. I hope you know that I want to marry you. I hope you know that all I ever wanted was you. I hope you know that I will wait for you. I hope you know that I will always be there for you. I hope you know I have never cried this much over anything. I hope you know I will never forget you. I hope you know that I still LOVE YOU.



I just hope you know.

EDIT: This was writen about two weeks ago. So:

I HOPE YOU KNOW I AM SO MUCH BETTER WITHOUT YOU.